The-Dormouse17

When you grow up, ur heart dies

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Is It Worth It? by The-Dormouse17, literature

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Is It Worth It?

A novel only has one climax, A story one peak. Although we'd like to believe the real is not fiction, perhaps there is only one way this road leads. Starting out timid, and building up ties, love grows quickly, overriding the shy. Overcoming the mind, love taking life, wants become needs, for both alike. forever seems certain, passion abound. With doubts assuaged, and expectations fulfilled, cliched art must become real. But a novel only has one climax, a story one peak. Although we'd like to believe the real is not fiction, perhaps there is only one way this road leads. So things cool down, but you're too deep to s

Transmutation by The-Dormouse17, literature

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Transmutation

They trick you into believing that a possibility exists for dreams to come true. With incessant care, tiny signs, subtle devotion, clinging from every corner, decorating every wall, surrounding your sight, your world is hope and you give in. Hitting the water, drowning in naivety until you lose yourself, accustomed to the knowledge of newness now, returning the sentiment strongly, thoughts consumed with caring. Soon enough, you're left clutching cobwebs, locked in with your own intensity, its twin steadily fading, echo growing fainter. Cracks have cultivated, letting consciousness in, so that you can see the change

4 AM by The-Dormouse17, literature

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4 AM

Every night it comes, this monster that visits my bedside. Every night I wish it away in my thoughts, but welcome it with my words and actions, a deeper part of my subconscious keeping it here, buried inside until the time is ripe for picking off my happiness, my own personal Mr. Hyde. Hidden until the clock chimes four, it rises to the top of my thoughts, becoming the only thing I have, draining me of my usefulness, my security blanket, protecting my the cruel, cruel world. Mouth opening in faked agony, I clutch my head and will tears to come, drowning away my lack of problems, giving me something solid to hold onto as my world turns to liq

I am Jack's... by The-Dormouse17, literature

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I am Jack's...

say hello to my little friend a projection of some abnormal emotion of jealousy, of loneliness, somewhere beyond clinginess, that visits me so often. watching from afar, wishing, waiting, the action moves on. my utter inability succeeds yet again a victor. as much as i don't know what it is, why it is, i do know. Because I want to be you, as much as i want to impress you, as much as i want to be with you. but i can't you will never know how you'll never be close enough for me to be satisfied. so i want. and will continue to want.

Body Heat by The-Dormouse17, literature

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Body Heat

he said, "it's like an obsession" but i see it as normal wanting retribution for all the fucks you give for all the worries for all the overthinking the analyzing and action for him it presents a discussion for me a problem the similarity between us allows me to know he feels it too sometimes its hard to tell the difference between a friendship and something more an admiration and a deep fondness until the edge approaches and all you have is your last stronghold: shallowness. as the lines blur the gorge widens and you hang in the wind until the ends reach the means, something cracks in your mind, and you fall int

Pull The Plug by The-Dormouse17, literature

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Pull The Plug

Waking up out of my coma no one quite catches my head coming up and my eyes looking around seeing as if for the first time everything that was there in the past as if nothing had changed as if nothing had went down as if nothing had transpired here in this very spot everything was once lost when will never be known it'll never be reclaimed but something new will grow in its place new animosity a new outlook a new life to lead as the old person simply is thrown out the skin must be shed the baby teeth must fall to make room for whatever comes next no longer asleep, I'm here. and finally, she c

Hindsight by The-Dormouse17, literature

Distortion by The-Dormouse17, literature

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Distortion

icy shoulder cold gaze never could read through the shiny white although in the past i was aware that far behind those pupils laid knowledge and caring beyond compare but recently beyond repair as brain cells fade and neurons slow unable to see behind the facade unable to comprehend the surface i'm blind staring into a dark void where eyeballs once rested she who knew me better than myself as the mirror twists the glass falls lands screeching scratching on the pavement her vision broken wisdom shattered because past is not reality now no longer present or future just distortion

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Nov 19, 2010

Oh My God There's Assholes Everywhere.

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So in honor of International Make Someone Feel Uncomfortable Day, i drudged up an old quiz for you guys <3 where the questions are all awkward! YAY! So i challenge you to feel uncomfortable and answer these incredibly awkward questions. Step up and take it you wimps! What would you do if: 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. You found out I was gay: 6. I stole something: 7. I was hospitalized: 8. I refused to leave my home: 9. I got into a fight while you were there: What do you think about my: 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Family: Would you: 14. Help me hi

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Nov 14, 2010

We Wear Our Scarves Just Like A Noose

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STEAL. STEAL. STEAL. SPAM. SPAM. SPAM. ● What is your purpose in life?●  AHAHAHA  that's a good one ● What good have you done for anyone? ● I don't know ●What good deeds have you done? ● What exactly defines a good deed? Its not like I've saved lives or anything. ●Does anyone have feelings for you?●    Funny. ●Do you have feelings for anybody else?●  Yep. ●If one of your best friends was about to die would you take the bullet for them? ● Definitely ●Would you take a bullet for a random person? ● Sure.

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Nov 12, 2010

Fix a Smile But You're Burning Hot

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"I smiled, she hurried off, her skirt catching the air as she ran, sometimes i can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living" "'I'm not very good with people.' 'What do you think is going on?' 'I feel too much. That's whats going on.' 'Do you think one can feel too much? Or just in the wrong ways?' 'My insides don't match up with my outsides.' 'Do anyone's insides and outsides match up?' 'I don't know. I'm only me.'" "I kicked over my chair, threw his papers across the floor, and hollered, 'No! of course not, you fucking asshole!' That was what i wanted to do. Instead I just shrugged my shoulders."    -----